To all my dear HUBGFE friends and foes, I apologize for my dereliction of duty, as the realities of life, family and finances has kept me from stirring your ire.... Much to all your surprise and disbelief I am sure, there are an abundance of horny men both young and old brave enough to respond to my ads and indeed taste my delicious nectar. To date, they have all left sufficiently satisfied and content with their encounters. So the ogre you think I am, is perhaps not the one you might meet at the hotel room door. LOL.... I am fascinated by the one-dimensional thinking that often takes place on forums such as these as if the author of any given post is the sum total of it's contents. I subscribe to a belief that individuals, or at least MOST individuals are far more complex.... (HOF perhaps excluded?...... just kidding :wink2
Regardless, I have met a multitude of fascinating gentlemen, some of whom have become friends as well as lovers.... I have also been learning much about the business, myself, my place IN the business and ultimately my FUTURE in the business. Much that has surprised me has been from a positive stance. I am ever the one who sets impossibly high standards and expectations for myself, and as such am generally my worst critic. So I have had to learn to be more gentle and less critical of myself.
That being said, this past Easter weekend has been an emotional weekend that has finally delineated for me what I can and cannot forgive and accept from a family member. The line had been drawn, and my sister crossed it and with that, any hope ever for any future relationship. But then this is her pattern, as previously drawn with our brother. I guess I just left the neutral zone and crossed over to his side.... It has left me feeling a great deal of sadness, resignation, and curiously relief.... but anger too, for her transgressions where unforgivable.
So that has been me these last few weeks, and the future I hope holds better things in store for me.... However, I must share this interesting client encounter with you all....
What the fuck?
So today I get an early morning call from a client that desperately wanted to see me last week, but due to my psycho sister and my bruised face, I told him that I was out of town. Anyways, he calls first thing Monday morning and desperately wants to meet me immediately as he is leaving at noon. Ok, I said, and cover up my bruised face with tons of makeup and jump in the car and drive to the xxxx xxxx Hotel. I arrive at the hotel room, and who should answer the door, but the sweetest, kindest elderly gentleman that I have ever met. His is polite, gracious, curious and asks me all kinds of questions about myself and my life. I try to pry out some information about him, but he is a closed book, and keeps steering the conversation back to me which is very sweet. He indicates that he would like to take me away on a vacation trip to the Caribbean, and I smile and indicate that I would enjoy that immensely… Finally, he takes out two wads of bills, $740 in total and hands it to me, we chat a bit more, he gets up, we kiss goodbye and 40 minutes later I am substantially richer, and incredibly curious about this fascinating gentleman… Today was an awesome day!
Regardless, I have met a multitude of fascinating gentlemen, some of whom have become friends as well as lovers.... I have also been learning much about the business, myself, my place IN the business and ultimately my FUTURE in the business. Much that has surprised me has been from a positive stance. I am ever the one who sets impossibly high standards and expectations for myself, and as such am generally my worst critic. So I have had to learn to be more gentle and less critical of myself.
That being said, this past Easter weekend has been an emotional weekend that has finally delineated for me what I can and cannot forgive and accept from a family member. The line had been drawn, and my sister crossed it and with that, any hope ever for any future relationship. But then this is her pattern, as previously drawn with our brother. I guess I just left the neutral zone and crossed over to his side.... It has left me feeling a great deal of sadness, resignation, and curiously relief.... but anger too, for her transgressions where unforgivable.
So that has been me these last few weeks, and the future I hope holds better things in store for me.... However, I must share this interesting client encounter with you all....
What the fuck?
So today I get an early morning call from a client that desperately wanted to see me last week, but due to my psycho sister and my bruised face, I told him that I was out of town. Anyways, he calls first thing Monday morning and desperately wants to meet me immediately as he is leaving at noon. Ok, I said, and cover up my bruised face with tons of makeup and jump in the car and drive to the xxxx xxxx Hotel. I arrive at the hotel room, and who should answer the door, but the sweetest, kindest elderly gentleman that I have ever met. His is polite, gracious, curious and asks me all kinds of questions about myself and my life. I try to pry out some information about him, but he is a closed book, and keeps steering the conversation back to me which is very sweet. He indicates that he would like to take me away on a vacation trip to the Caribbean, and I smile and indicate that I would enjoy that immensely… Finally, he takes out two wads of bills, $740 in total and hands it to me, we chat a bit more, he gets up, we kiss goodbye and 40 minutes later I am substantially richer, and incredibly curious about this fascinating gentleman… Today was an awesome day!
