Made with Love

Ever cry over an ex who dumped you?.

Let's put it this way:

There was a moment in my past where I told myself never to date or get into relationships again, because they almost never work out. I have very unique needs and boundaries, and my developmental disabilities affect the way I communicate or stand up for myself.

I've been gaslighted in EVERY one of my previous relationships and I don't think the next one will be any different.

It's the main reason why I just started hobbying at the moment, to meet my sexual needs without having my social anxiety, social phobia, fear of being treated like a token, fear of being gaslighted, etc. being tested.
 
Yeah when I was a teenager. Man I was upset.

Then I realized it wasn't so much as who did it as the fact that I didn't see it coming.

Furthermore I understood that she did me a favour . She was totally wrong for me and I was looking at her through rose coloured glasses right from the start.

A good life lesson at an early age I suppose.
 
Yeah when I was a teenager. Man I was upset.

Then I realized it wasn't so much as who did it as the fact that I didn't see it coming.

Furthermore I understood that she did me a favour . She was totally wrong for me and I was looking at her through rose coloured glasses right from the start.

A good life lesson at an early age I suppose.

Similar experience but a valuable lesson and I am very thankful for it. It works out for the best for both of us.
 
blubbered like a baby
became an escort
fucked guys up the ass
met muck
he fucked me up the ass
retired from escorting

and now i pray the cycle will not start again :)
 
Let's put it this way:

There was a moment in my past where I told myself never to date or get into relationships again, because they almost never work out. I have very unique needs and boundaries, and my developmental disabilities affect the way I communicate or stand up for myself.

I've been gaslighted in EVERY one of my previous relationships and I don't think the next one will be any different.

It's the main reason why I just started hobbying at the moment, to meet my sexual needs without having my social anxiety, social phobia, fear of being treated like a token, fear of being gaslighted, etc. being tested.

disabilities just need some getting used to in a relationship, i thought the same until i found someone who understood and made me better.

i just tell him to speak louder and deal with my shit!! when you find someone they won't mind one bit, we're just extraordinary people :) i never look at it as a disability.
 
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