Place to Stand

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I am listening woman :writing:

And Writing....oh lets not forget this....

I am lucky to have found all of you....even those who want nothing to do with
me.....You all have helped me grow....brought me laughter....made me
defend myself and made me stronger.....showed me my weakness and showed
me how to grow.....

If it was not for this place I would have committed suicide....I would have been
alone.....I understand this is a place for escorts and guys etc...but each and every
one of you helped save my life quite a few times.......

The one who stuck beside me even when others did not understand or care
what was happening is Reverse....When I was younger I had a very closed view
of escorts....but I realize that we are all the same...we are all people ...Sex
is sex...I have learn that there are reason for escorts both male and female...
That people should not judge what these people do....or treat them with disrespect.

I know I am sappy but I am still a woman.....Madman you are a wonderful
funny person, I think you are amazing. you have a way with you ( no I won't hold your mini me)
There are so many Tiny, Beer, Coxwell, I could go on......

Thank You all.....I have not been able to leave the House...I only go out for food but then I want to be
back home......If I could I would hold a great big party for all ....
I hope All of you know that you are all my friends, no matter what.....
Trust is hard and I have learn it here.....and the realization I have nothing to hide or
be ashamed of...... From my Sexuality to my writing...to my behaviors and struggles...
I have and am walking a very fine line.....My Son is my World....and I cry...but
those of you who understood the destruction I am feeling are making me stronger....
I do not know how I am ever going to repay you all.....because most of the time I am
a nobody.....and you made me feel wanted......

I am an Imperfect Person....I need to feel like I am working towards something....
I can not please everybody and I can not be or do what others feel I should...
I am me...I am finally becoming me, from baby steps of always saying sorry, or pming
sorry, from crying because I did not know what I did, to crying because I stood up for myself,
to crying about saying sorry even though I did nothing wrong.......I just want people
to get along even if they are arguing. I have learned that everyone has choices but I forgot
I also had choices......I want to Thank You all because this post I did was me opening up
a bit to see who would make fun of my thoughts and when I got interest and encouragement
I feel like I am finally accepted here....

 

[Wise Guy]

And Writing....oh lets not forget this....

I am lucky to have found all of you....even those who want nothing to do with
me.....You all have helped me grow....brought me laughter....made me
defend myself and made me stronger.....showed me my weakness and showed
me how to grow.....

If it was not for this place I would have committed suicide....I would have been
alone.....I understand this is a place for escorts and guys etc...but each and every
one of you helped save my life quite a few times.......

The one who stuck beside me even when others did not understand or care
what was happening is Reverse....When I was younger I had a very closed view
of escorts....but I realize that we are all the same...we are all people ...Sex
is sex...I have learn that there are reason for escorts both male and female...
That people should not judge what these people do....or treat them with disrespect.

I know I am sappy but I am still a woman.....Madman you are a wonderful
funny person, I think you are amazing. you have a way with you ( no I won't hold your mini me)
There are so many Tiny, Beer, Coxwell, I could go on......

Thank You all.....I have not been able to leave the House...I only go out for food but then I want to be
back home......If I could I would hold a great big party for all ....
I hope All of you know that you are all my friends, no matter what.....
Trust is hard and I have learn it here.....and the realization I have nothing to hide or
be ashamed of...... From my Sexuality to my writing...to my behaviors and struggles...
I have and am walking a very fine line.....My Son is my World....and I cry...but
those of you who understood the destruction I am feeling are making me stronger....
I do not know how I am ever going to repay you all.....because most of the time I am
a nobody.....and you made me feel wanted......

I am an Imperfect Person....I need to feel like I am working towards something....
I can not please everybody and I can not be or do what others feel I should...
I am me...I am finally becoming me, from baby steps of always saying sorry, or pming
sorry, from crying because I did not know what I did, to crying because I stood up for myself,
to crying about saying sorry even though I did nothing wrong.......I just want people
to get along even if they are arguing. I have learned that everyone has choices but I forgot
I also had choices......I want to Thank You all because this post I did was me opening up
a bit to see who would make fun of my thoughts and when I got interest and encouragement
I feel like I am finally accepted here....

I think I am going to cry :sorry2:

Good for you Bliss.

 

[Anto]

Is Blissful OK. Haven't seen her post today.

 

[BEER]

Is Blissful OK. Haven't seen her post today.

She'll be back she borrowed my keg today :biggrin2:

 

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Thanks ........I am ok....Maybe...I am trying.....I just fell down in my pit of Hell.....
but we all have our own Pit of Hells.....It seems that it thinks I love being there...
Even when I am crawling out...I am hit with something and I slide in.......

Thanks I am trying.....I like crying...it helps ....it also washes my face,then I have
to wash it again......my face burns.....I am sorry for being sensitive ...I realize that I am
but I hate to say it that is me....I am sorry.....I well try to be up lifting again...like my breast...
they are very up lifting.......LOL

Thanks, I do fall...I am sorry.....Thank You...all....:blush2:

 

[jumpingjackflash]

Cheer up Blissful, life is a roller coaster. You need to take the good with the bad and live life to the fullest because unfortunately before we know it the roller-coaster reaches its destination.

 

[oldguyzer]

This Forum is a weird combination of self-confessional, delusional ranting (some mine), and philosophical raving. Love it :biggrin2:

 

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This Forum is a weird combination of self-confessional, delusional ranting (some mine), and philosophical raving. Love it :biggrin2:

I know.....I go off sometimes...and I am sorry......I Lola writing better.....She should write....
As for my mental state...well....Yes a Roller-coaster....to Hell and back....to Hell and back..
I am kind of liking my ass burnt....From a stable human being...to a Crying Suck...Who has
tools to deal with this but just can't seem to use them......but I do feel the support here
Thank You......It helps.....I am sorry that I caused any issues.....Look I need to say Sorry..
it a need to make things settled for me and hoping I did not cause problems....

So Happy Hump Day........Take your vitamin D.....:blush2: