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Yes I take oxycontin,, also lorazepam and morphine drips at the hospital when the pain is too much for me to bare. Yes,laugh at my pain, no problem here.Also I know not to mix drinks with my meds. Oh also I take zopiclone 7.5 to sleep because my brain will race and even with them there are nights I don't sleep. I also take sertraline so I can keep on going mentally. When you are in constant pain everyday all day long and you know it will never end you feel like killing yourself, you become depress and you know there is no med in this world that will make it stop only make your brain space out once in awhile.
Most of the time of my pain I go without meds because I want to work and if I am on these meds I will not be allowed to do my job. I love my job and I work out at the gym because it helps me.
Why am I writing all this because you really think I love being on drugs. If somebody pokes me it is like a punch. I can't snowboard take taekwondo anymore, I can not hike for hours and some days I can't more and Yes some days I really want to die.
So Stress is not good for me and your fucking comment about my drugs and you immaturity really gets to me.
Laugh have fun. That is why I am here. Not for somebody and there friends making me sad and upset. I don't need your pity or anything from you because I see alright that you are a bitter person with no sense of caring which is very sad. Attack me all you want, where are your friends when you need them, have them attack me too.
My Friends parent where in a concentration camp and her father would say ""You want Pleasure Suffer" she taught me that and I live by it. She also taught me that within people there is something to love. I just I love your immaturity because just maybe you will grow.
Most of the time of my pain I go without meds because I want to work and if I am on these meds I will not be allowed to do my job. I love my job and I work out at the gym because it helps me.
Why am I writing all this because you really think I love being on drugs. If somebody pokes me it is like a punch. I can't snowboard take taekwondo anymore, I can not hike for hours and some days I can't more and Yes some days I really want to die.
So Stress is not good for me and your fucking comment about my drugs and you immaturity really gets to me.
Laugh have fun. That is why I am here. Not for somebody and there friends making me sad and upset. I don't need your pity or anything from you because I see alright that you are a bitter person with no sense of caring which is very sad. Attack me all you want, where are your friends when you need them, have them attack me too.
My Friends parent where in a concentration camp and her father would say ""You want Pleasure Suffer" she taught me that and I live by it. She also taught me that within people there is something to love. I just I love your immaturity because just maybe you will grow.
Just for me, if my friend does not get her first or me.:no:
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