A little bit of both. I believe a good part of it is anxiety. Going to my last appointment, I could feel my heart thundering the whole way there. And not in the good way.
Well, it's more the matter of everything lining up. When I was first getting into things, I was advised to see mature ladies. Let's face it, the average age of local companions are early 20s. Plus, I've found I've had a better time with the mature crowd. Then there's the matter of their and my schedules matching up.
Maybe I'm too fussy.:sorry:
