Head Space, Freedom and Forcast....

[Anneliese]

She is back from the dark side, and for some this might be something they are looking forward to, for others an opportunity to hurt and degrade.... only the responses will really reveal the truth.... :wink2:

So where has that slut been, really?! You all are like my very own inner EVIL voice that tells me all those things I shouldn't speak to myself, that are not good for my self-esteem.... so mostly staying away from this site has been an exercise in self-love.

Anyways, been too busy dealing with kid issues anyways.... finally have got my oldest child with an autism diagnosis that my ex and I have known about for years but have needed some asshole with an md or psych phd to confirm. WTF! So finally we can get back from the f-ing gov't some disability money and I can get some help and support. Of course the second boy has ADHD and the govt doesn't give a flying fuck about that yet he is the most disturbing and disruptive of the bunch.... I am F-ing furious right now! So please bear with me as my anger is boiling at the moment....

And tomorrow I drive my babies to Sudbury to exchange them with their dad so they can spend the next two months at the trailer and in Thunder Bay with their Dad. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for them and him and also for me and the time I will have.... but I am sad too.... I will miss them.... I plan to spend a week at the trailer with them the first week of August as I can't imagine being away from them so long.

My ex and I are bizarre in that we don't hate each other and we have no acrimony between us. To be honest, I like, respect and in many ways still love him..... but am not "in love" with him and we are very joint in our focus on doing what is best for our kids. To my dismay "people" find this strange.... I don't know why.... his girlfriend in particular he says.... so part of my job when I go to Thunder Bay is to meet her and assure her that in fact we ARE over and she need not worry.... sigh...... isn't the fact that I am living in Toronto enough proof of that?

Anyways.... ok.... big boys.... fire away... give me your best shot... degrade, demoralize, diminish, demean....it is what ultimately gets you OFF on this board isn't it? Come on.... tell me what an aweful mother I am ... surely? The Whore Slut that I am?.....I know you are thinking it...... So fire away, but rest assured I am determined not to read it nor process it nor believe a word of it.......

 

[Art Mann]

Welcome back Miss Annaliese.

So sorry the stress in your life has brought your anger to the boiling point tonight.

May tomorrow bring sunshine and healing energy to calm your spirit and soothe your soul.

 

[FUKUMAN]

Welcome back Anneliese. I don't judge, I just listen and respect. You have shown that you are a good Mother and made a decision that is best for you and them. No one can tell you it's wrong, they haven't been in your shoes.

Good luck

 

[Danolo]

Stay cool, Miss A... you are doing fine.

 

[Anto]

My family's life has been so much worse. Not a need to explain, just make sure you are content with your decision.

All the kids will ask from you.

 

[Maurice Boscorelli]

:wink2:
Anyways.... ok.... big boys.... fire away... give me your best shot... degrade, demoralize, diminish, demean....it is what ultimately gets you OFF on this board isn't it? Come on.... tell me what an aweful mother I am ... surely? The Whore Slut that I am?.....I know you are thinking it...... So fire away, but rest assured I am determined not to read it nor process it nor believe a word of it.......

Why can't you just let your post about your dilemmas stand on it's own?

Instead you have to end it with this crap.

 

[STU700]

Why can't you just let your post about your dilemmas stand on it's own?

Instead you have to end it with this crap.

I just think she has never been around a good group of people and she is expecting the worse. Only natural-normal to think this way if you have been disappointed most of your life.

Just let it be and let her vent.

Thanks man.

 

[Maurice Boscorelli]

I just think she has never been around a good group of people and she is expecting the worse. Only natural-normal to think this way if you have been disappointed most of your life.

Just let it be and let her vent.

Thanks man.

Don't mind the venting one bit but not the drama that comes with it.

I mean if she feels that way about the members on here then why even be here at all?

 

[BillyTheKid]

Don't mind the venting one bit but not the drama that comes with it.

I mean if she feels that way about the members on here then why even be here at all?

Not sure but willing to give her the benefit of the doubt. Sorry I am not here much but seems to me she is screaming for help and friendship.

 

[Anneliese]

Why can't you just let your post about your dilemmas stand on it's own?

Instead you have to end it with this crap.

I see you don't like it when you are confronted by your own cruelty, hmmm? Too close for comfort perhaps? I think you and I both have got the measure of each other.... don't we?

 

[Maurice Boscorelli]

Sorry I am not here much but seems to me she is screaming for help and friendship.

See I'm thinking more for attention.

 

[BillyTheKid]

I see you don't like it when you are confronted by your own cruelty, hmmm? Too close for comfort perhaps? I think you and I both have got the measure of each other.... don't we?

I am at a lost. What are you trying to say?.

Maybe I should just go back to the outcall section.

 

[Anneliese]

I am at a lost. What are you trying to say?.

Maybe I should just go back to the outcall section.

LOL! Please don't.... I will be the one to leave shortly...no worries... what you are witnessing is a showdown between two old enemies..... Maurice takes pleasure and pride in denouncing and demoralizing me and my post.... but secretly I think he longs to fuck me.... tie me down, face fuck me and cum like he has never cum before..... I am sure he will deny it vehemently but I think we are all aware of the truth.... so until that day when he can reconcile his true longing.... well... so shall I be beaten down as his hated bitch.... so perhaps you had better not get involved.... the complexity of this sexual arousal and hatred is so much so that I am loathe to involve another.... besides.... I long for the opportunity to be thoroughly abused and fucked by Maurice that I don't want to scare him off in such a public forum.... oh shit... perhaps I have already.... oh pooh!!!!

 

[Fitfella]

LOL! Please don't.... I will be the one to leave shortly...no worries... what you are witnessing is a showdown between two old enemies..... Maurice takes pleasure and pride in denouncing and demoralizing me and my post.... but secretly I think he longs to fuck me.... tie me down, face fuck me and cum like he has never cum before..... I am sure he will deny it vehemently but I think we are all aware of the truth.... so until that day when he can reconcile his true longing.... well... so shall I be beaten down as his hated bitch.... so perhaps you had better not get involved.... the complexity of this sexual arousal and hatred is so much so that I am loathe to involve another.... besides.... I long for the opportunity to be thoroughly abused and fucked by Maurice that I don't want to scare him off in such a public forum.... oh shit... perhaps I have already.... oh pooh!!!!

I just say, keep cool and speak your mind. The past is what it is, if you want to be abused and fucked by him then just do it.

Drugs or alcohol involved here?.

 

[Anneliese]

I just say, keep cool and speak your mind. The past is what it is, if you want to be abused and fucked by him then just do it.

Drugs or alcohol involved here?.

None what so ever certainly on my part. Just a woman who was sad, hurting and wounded expecting the worst which was what has been dealt her in the past writing about her experience. Knowing how I have been received in the past has tainted my expectations of the future...... that is all.... nothing more.....

 

[SOB]

None what so ever certainly on my part. Just a woman who was sad, hurting and wounded expecting the worst which was what has been dealt her in the past writing about her experience. Knowing how I have been received in the past has tainted my expectations of the future...... that is all.... nothing more.....

Then keep cool and start a new relationship with your partner, friend and members here.

Not that difficult. I have had my share of pain but don't bother talking about it. Best medicine is to belong to a club with friends that have been through it.

 

[HOF]

I was going to be really mean, but I decided against it for now. I believe that you can care for, love and respect an ex or member of the opposite or same sex if that floats your boat. Good for you kids that they will spend time with dad.

 

[-b]

None what so ever certainly on my part. Just a woman who was sad, hurting and wounded expecting the worst which was what has been dealt her in the past writing about her experience. Knowing how I have been received in the past has tainted my expectations of the future...... that is all.... nothing more.....

Dear, I know all here have been very nice to you.....You are reading things into it.....I understand what MB is stating.....which is funny because MB and I have had our issues.....He is being nice......

Now don't start saying I am attacking you.....I am not...He is right about why point out the negative...
Start fresh.......Also Dear, we are all have issues in our lives.....Sharing is great...you learn from what others can give you to help deal with your issues good or bad.....but it is your Choice how to digest the
information....This site is one of the friendliest there is.....so for you to say it not well of coarse you will have people upset with you....Why because all of Us have been on other sites and know what they are about........

I am sorry you have not taken the time just to joke around ..... Laugh at each other and at yourself...

Also throwing words like enemies around is kind of hard.......No one is your Enemy....
You have chosen that word.......
I wish you the Best and your Family.......

 

[papasmerf]

life often deal us cards we would rather not have

Yet the brave play they hand they are dealt

The weak bitch about it

Your call

 

[papasmerf]

yet no one has questioned the jist of her diatribe

Is it necessary to continue to allow the termination of pregnancy after 20 weeks and will passage of this result in a closing of the majority of Abortion Clinics in Texas...........inferring they only perform abortions post 20 weeks?