I must say BAZ, that when I finally comprehended that you were a Christian, monogamous man, participating on this board in hopes that you could influence some spiritual Chrisitian convert of sorts... I was dumbfounded, amused, and now to my shagrin, bemused and endearing of your endeavors. I without a doubt respect your tenacity and persistence... and I certainly don't appreciate when members are blatantly and deliberately cruel to you... as you have a right to your voice as do others. However, I can't help but wonder if there might not be somewhat of a moral conflict at play within you.
I ask this as I am well acquainted with this. I was raised a good, catholic, christian girl.... dutifully guilt ridden my entire life for my wicked and lascivious nature and behaviour.... tried to be the perfect dutiful wife and mother.... and I was hopeless. I was a square peg trying to fit into a round hole.... so this has been my foray into truth, and exploration and reality.... and honestly, BAZ... I can't help wondering if this is not the same for you.... because there must be something that keeps you here.... some pull... you are human, male, and have the same sex drive as I am sure the other males on this board do... NO doubt, to date reserved for your dear wife.... but I suspect secret fantasies abide towards the various lovely women who frequent this board... and so they should, as biologically you are programmed to do so!
And ultimately therein lies the conflict.... innate biology vs. mythical religious belief... a quandary for sure... and unlike MY mythical belief which sees all acts of love and pleasure as a gift of the Goddess.... your mythical belief sees most acts of love and pleasure as curses of the devil.... sad and unfortunate really...
We have such divergent and opposing philosophies on this topic.... Personally, I prefer mine... more honest, more real.... more earthy and sexy and true and ultimately provides me more of an understanding and connection to my spiritual beliefs. And more pleasure and compassion to my fellow "sinners".
So why am I writing this? Well I definitely believe that there is a reason that you are here, however I am not entirely certain it is the one that you believe it is..... Think about that...REALLY! think about it....
I ask this as I am well acquainted with this. I was raised a good, catholic, christian girl.... dutifully guilt ridden my entire life for my wicked and lascivious nature and behaviour.... tried to be the perfect dutiful wife and mother.... and I was hopeless. I was a square peg trying to fit into a round hole.... so this has been my foray into truth, and exploration and reality.... and honestly, BAZ... I can't help wondering if this is not the same for you.... because there must be something that keeps you here.... some pull... you are human, male, and have the same sex drive as I am sure the other males on this board do... NO doubt, to date reserved for your dear wife.... but I suspect secret fantasies abide towards the various lovely women who frequent this board... and so they should, as biologically you are programmed to do so!
And ultimately therein lies the conflict.... innate biology vs. mythical religious belief... a quandary for sure... and unlike MY mythical belief which sees all acts of love and pleasure as a gift of the Goddess.... your mythical belief sees most acts of love and pleasure as curses of the devil.... sad and unfortunate really...
We have such divergent and opposing philosophies on this topic.... Personally, I prefer mine... more honest, more real.... more earthy and sexy and true and ultimately provides me more of an understanding and connection to my spiritual beliefs. And more pleasure and compassion to my fellow "sinners".
So why am I writing this? Well I definitely believe that there is a reason that you are here, however I am not entirely certain it is the one that you believe it is..... Think about that...REALLY! think about it....
