On a similar note, IfYouSeekAmy, I find erotic still photos to be more stimulating than video. Part of that is because when you hear some of the porn actresses speak, they seem a lot less hot. Some of the early 2000's pictorials in Penthouse, particularly the ones photographed by Suze Randall, were really hot. In most of the ones photographed by other people, the female models usually had their eyes closed, which I found off-putting, almost as if they were ashamed of what they were doing. In Suze's work, they usually had their eyes open, and looked like they were into it, just as much as the guy or guys involved.
Suze' philosophy was/ is that she didn't want to photography naughty girls. She wanted to photograph nice girls being naughty. She's very good at conveying that, and that's why I like her work better than that of other photographers. It's similar to when Bunny Yeager photographed Bettie Page in the 1950's. Bettie always looked like she was enjoying what she was going, even when she was tied up, with a ball in her mouth. It was play acting, and that made it appear to be fun. If the model looked afraid, the image would look completely different, and would appeal to a very different audience.
I have a large folder of Bettie Page photos from the 50's, about 4,000. I'll post a few in this thread soon. From what I've read so far, you seem to be a nice girl who enjoys doing naughty things. Props!